Revival Attempt

I felt that the old layout wasn't giving me much pull to make any updates here. So I decided to change it once again, to a more vibrant, colourful and uplifting one. Ahhh, it sure does wonders. I do feel like blogging, BUT I really don't know what I am supposed to talk about. Somehow my thoughts are in a jagged mess at this point in time. Not because of anything bad, really. It's just that I've been occupied with too many things and yet I've done absolutely NOTHING. You feel me?

I do think that I've been taking things for granted. Maybe it's the nature of my daily routine. Sure, I've got work and school stuffs to deal with but those does not seem to take up most of my life, believe me. I work part-time AND I study part-time. However, I get FULL-TIME nonsense, i.e entertainment, time for leisure etc etc. It's not the conventional way of living. And I keep thinking that one fine day, I'm gonna suffer from this whole setup coz of my lack of concern to make things more...normal or conventional or more mainstream, how ever you wanna put it.

The freedom and flexibility of time makes a person even lazier than they should ever be. I believe Imma would share this same sentiment. I used to have my room cleaned up every single week. Vacummed, dusted, arranged. These days however, I could actually leave my room in a huge mess for so many weeks, only grudgingly getting up to do some mild clean-ups when my mum decide to have a kenduri at our place on certain months.

Then, there's this blog, I used to update it so frequently back then. Back then, when school was all the way in the west side and despite it sucking out all the energy out of myself, I STILL managed to find the time to make elaborate if not lengthy updates. And how about the little online biz me and Imma set up about a year back? The idea came upon when we were so freaking swamped with exams and whatnot. So logically speaking, now that we are free, we should actually be able to focus more on it right? Unfortunately, the opposite happened. Masya is collecting dust at the corner of my room, and I still have a whole bunch of unwanted stuffs stashed in my wardrobe.

The reading list I'd just put in place on the right does not list down the books that I've read. In fact those are just some of the books which I've bought some time back and have not found the time to read. I think I have a whole bunch more on my bookshelf. Again, I do have the free time to read. Really. But I just can't seems to make myself DO IT. So I'm hoping the reading list would in a way act a a reminder for me to start flipping on those books already. It's been too bloody long. Either that, or I should stop buying books on impulse. Then again, I can never resist buying brand new books. Blame all those book warehouse sales.

So...I figure, the moral of the story is that, having excessive amount of free time would only ruin you. Not good, not good at all. Hah.

P.S: Letsee if I can keep up with making a daily lengthy updates over here from now onwards.