I Trust My Heart

Omg, after making my iWant entry last night, I came across yet another bunch of albums that I may wanna get for myself. Wowww, if only money falls from the sky... Anywho, one of the CDs that I got to know of was Bosson's 2007 release. I swear most of the tracks on the CD are freaking awesome. I really thought that it's strange that I never found out that Bosson had two more albums released after One In A Million.

Part of the lyrics of the song which I fell in love with almost immediately - Walking.

I am walking
In the middle of the street of life
I am searching for
A little sign that's telling me left or right
My head's turning
Although my feet are going straight ahead
I keep missing
If the traffic signs are green or red

And I'm just walking
Between the things I should and shouldn't do
And it's confusing me
I find it hard to make a choice or two
But it's my way
It doesn't matter where I should belong
I trust my heart
The only way I know I can't go wrong

The words are just so appropriate especially at this point of my life. When I am still indecisive of what I wanna do with my life. When everything is still pretty much a blur for me. What will I be? What am I gonna do? Most importantly, what do I want? I really should have gotten all these questions answered as I went through my formative years. Unfortunately, what I gained in the number of years to my age, I actually lacked a great deal of wisdom in me. How do I get myself around the bend? I keep asking myself this.

I guess the new year bug has hit me a little too early. The thought of having to come up with new resolutions even when the old ones have never been fulfilled. Then again, maybe I don't exactly need a new year's resolution. I dunno... I'd always wondered that if it's possible that this whole tradition of coming up with resolutions every year are just out of the sake of obligation? As well as a redemption of some sort to make up for all of your shortcomings during the course of the year. I figure it would make you feel a lot better to make losing weight as part of your new year's resolution, especially if you've gained a hefty load this year alone. Whether you pull yourself through to get it over and done with is another story altogether. Right?

Alright man, I'd be better off continuing with these thoughts on some other days just so I won't ruin the celebratory mood. In the meantime, enjoy the chilly weather this holiday. Like catch up on sleep for instance. Hehe. And Selamat Hari Raya Haji!